Yup, too busy to blog. Later lah ye.
Went to Jusco last night. Saw a gorgeous black heels from Vincci. A bit pricey kot for Vincci but ada 10% off laaa. Nak beli ke tak nak, nak beli ke tak nak ek? Tergoda sungguh!
Bila dah kahwin ni, kalau pergi shopping complex, dah tak berapa terliur dah dengan baju-bajan, seluar, kasut-kasat etc. Oh except handbag la. Handbag memang akan terliur sampai bila-bila. Hoho. Mata akan melilau tengok comforter set, pinggan mangkuk dan barangan rumah lain. Memang ibu-ibu betul. Huhu.
Haritu husband and I pergilah Parkson diorang ada buat extreme sale. 1st thing yang kitorang beli adalah comforter set hehe as usual. Then baru teringin nak cari baju untuk diri sendiri. Husband beli 1 polo kemeja kerja and I settled myself with a blouse from Nicole. Puas hati. Untuk rumah dapat untuk diri sendiri pun dapat.
Went to Seri Ratu Spa Klana Resort Seremban last Saturday. Had a nice soothing 1 hour of body massage with the husband. RM90 (not including 6% of gov. tax) per session that makes a total of nearly RM200 for both of us. Mahal unlike in Jogja 
Once in a while bolehlah kalau nak jadikan dia routine mingguan or even bulanan tak dapat la kot.
3 night shifts in a row for me and today will be the last one. After all the night shifts I have gone through, still I couldn’t resist myself from crying my heart out everytime I wanna say goodbye to the husband. Tak tahu kenapa jadi sayu and fragile sangat when it comes to night shift.
Ayat tu kalau tak sakitkan hati orang tak boleh ke?
And susah sangat ke nak cakap sorry kalau dah salah?
Weekend ni no off for me. Sob sob. Tak best la kalau dapat cuti on weekdays. Husband tak cuti so duduk terperap je sorang-sorang kat rumah. I hate it hate it.
Night shift lagi hari ni. Dengan the most garang and gerun surgeon. Hopefully uneventful la. Dengan surgeon ni memang tak boleh tidur. Night shift dulu dapat la tidur sejam. Please la no admission or problem whatsoever. And ada cukup masa untuk review and remember all the cases.
Memang tak de mood la everytime nak night shift. The thoughts of leaving the husband, hmmm memang sayu sangat.
Permudahkanlah ya Allah.
Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit..
The ugly part is, both of us are too stubborn/egoic to be the first one to call it a truce.
My one and only day off is being spent with silence. Such a waste!
Really really miss both my parents right now. Diorang pergi menunaikan ibadat haji, will be back in Malaysia on the 24th. It’s like 2 weeks more. Kadang-kadang when they texted me, jadi sedih and homesick sangat sampai kena menyorok dekat toilet untuk nangis. I am such a big baby. But what to do, I love my parents so much.
